Everything I do... I do it BIG!

I sometimes wonder why I am not in a relationship… and I think to myself, I am not your usual girl who needs mass amounts of attention. I am so laid back. I do not want a boyfriend who is super whipped, I do not want a boyfriend that will do everything for me. I want a boyfriend who will tell me “hey I am tired cus i just had practice” or “hey can we stay in tonight?” or even “hey im hanging with the guys tonight” that is all fine with me. I do NOT care if he is not with me 24/7. I dont want that. I wish I could convey that to every boy out there because not every girl is the same. 

But then I say to myself… what boy could ever handle me and my busy schedule? I am carefree and crazyyy and pretty wild. I go with the flow and do what I want and do not need anybody holding me back. I am a bio major so my course load is demanding. I am a collegiate athlete and with swimming doubles every other day, I am always tired. Could a boy be pleased with just doing homework with me to spend time with me? or would he need more attention?

I always say I want a boyfriend but when I stop to really think about it.. why do I need to settle? I am perfectly content with having a good time with any boy that comes my way, and the best part is I dont have to stick to one (do not mean to sound slutty). I am living a great life right now why change? I barely have time for myself let alone another person… 

so if u took the time to read this.. im sorry u just wasted ur time. I am just justifying why I am proud im still single and doing what im doing cus im getting some mad variety.